No Worries, Everything is under His Control

" 30 November 2011 "

What special with that date?

 well. 

Nothing

Just the date of my last post. 

Today is:

22 April 2012

I dint update this blog for almost 5 month. 

HAHA. 

The reason might be:

1. I have no Idea what Im going To write. 

2. No one will cares whether I update this blog or not.

3. Im busy with my student life. with 3 test and bundle of report as well as assessment for each semester, what you expect from my life. Well, its gonna end soon. 1 Year more and I will go out as graduated student. Praying hard for it. 

Through few month:

I think, everything goes smoothly. 

My previous sem exam result were not really bad eventhough there were killing subject that I take( It almost drive me crazy to understand all of those stuff but now, I like it and gonna have it as my career in my future life. Praying hard so that I have the perseverance and persistence for it.)

This sem, 

It started with really bad test 1 result, 

Dint fail anything but I have high expectation for each of my test,

and well, when I dint reach the goal, my traditional enemy " stress" will come all the way. 

Another Item to include in my pray " I need more wisdom and understanding for it". :) 

Anyway,

For few years in my tertiary student life, I found that this sem is the most precious one where I have the chance for actively joining in church activities. Take decision to focus on one church here which is Kajang as well as helping Hosanna choir and Orang Asli(Tapah). 

Currently at Kajang Church when I write this post, 

I learn many new things here, 

Which I feel I haven't have it in my life,

which is something that can be implemented in my local church in the future, 

For example, 

the way they organize their activities, in term of planning

I also learn the kindness of the brethren here. 

What a wonderful life to have in Christ. 

Feel so grateful to have this kind of family,

well 

Im away from my real family and the closest family I have is them,

feel like want to help them more ( anything that I could contribute for them), 

talent maybe. 

May God Guide me in this matter, 

It just remind me on why I have all those training in Student Centre back then, 

God Arrangement is really wonderful huh? 

will have my last internship this June and well, 

I Hope that I can do really well with this internship,

have a very good company 

where they sponsor me for the Oil and Gas Safety Passport

Providing me accommodation ( I havent ask for it but actually I have pray for it when I decide to choose this company and tadaa...The boss itself say this to me" You will stay with my engineer ". so one problem solved. 

And another precious thing that I want to have is " Knowledge" 

For current situation as a student

I really need it. 

God will arrange for it so no worries... :) 

Hope for this sem:

Hoping that This sem will end smoothly, 

In God is my salvation and my glory;
The rock of my strength,
And my refuge, is in God.

( Psalms 62:7)

P/S: Ignore for any grammatical error here. haha. 

Im sick, Tomorrow is exam~

Well 

It might not lucky for me this time, 

I have exam yet night before the exam(Today), I encounter with fever,

adoi..

How come I can get a good result in this situation,

How nice If Im born as Genius,

I always remind of myself

" I have a heavy load within me which is to fulfill the request by my own parents,

I hope that after I graduated from this course, I could have a nice future and help my siblings.

That is always one of my own priority in my everyday life,

Anyway,

Eventhough I need to accomplish that hardly,

I always need to take care of myself,

I always need to have my personal time, 

to take care of my health

how I might can reach that goal without  a good health, right?

plus

People said

" Health is Priceless, you cant buy it with your own money(maybe in some perspective you can enhance it since you can get a good healthcare with  money in your hand)

Anyway,

Deeper in my Heart,

I always believe,

Everything happen for a reason,

Faith needed in order for miracle to happen,

I do believe,

God will always there with me, 

People in the world might say,

How come you can still believe your God since He give a trouble for you?

Well ,

The answer might really simple 

" He never promise everything will be fine when we believe him, 

there always a time where we need to suffer so that He can show us how powerful, kind and mighty He is. 

Now,

Stop arguing God,

for me,

I will always believe, 

He planned a beautiful path for me to move on eventhough sometime I might come across with obstacles in my Life.

P/S: 

Do your best and let God do the rest. 

(^______^)

The Dream

  I don’t know whether I should Post this but then I guess there is some significant meaning within this thing so I just post it here. Last Tuesday, I have some weird dream. What I see in the dream is a scary path where there was a narrow path with both side of the path is a pit. The pit is really scary where I can’t see the bottom of it( easy if we say it as Bottomless pit) because what I see is only a dark place below of that path and I guess if anyone fall down to that pit surely will be no possibility to survive. I walk with someone I really familiar which is my close friend during Junior Youth Bible Camp( I am a counselor at that time and she is one of the participants). The end of the path is to one wonderful, beautiful building at the top of mountain. The end of the path is at that building and I was really happy to see that building. The path were really scary but I feel the path is worth if I can reach at that building. The building is shining, like made up of a jewel. Even the outer wall was made up of this kind of material. It shining and I’m eagerly wanted to reach there as soon as possible. However, I see my friend ( The friend that I mention just now) is at my back and I turn to her. She was stopping by behind me and what I see is her way was blocked (I have passed through the same place before but the path was completely okay during the time I pass there).  Seem that her way has collapsed and what left is the bottomless pit.  The collapsed path was about 1 metre away and she possibly can jump as well as I can grab her if she want to do that but she still stop at there and like scare to jump to the other side. I still wait at there, waiting for her to come over or else I need to keep going. The location is already near to the mountain and I only need to climb it and reach to that place. Anyway, my sense of “friendship” forces me to wait at her... And I suddenly wake up of my dream. I don’t know whether it’s a normal dream or it mean something. At first, I was said to myself “It is a normal dream”.

  Anyway during the Central Region Spiritual Meeting (Once again I remember this dream during the service as well as pray). This was happen 3 day after the dream. I read some biblical word during the service and the phrases that I read was few chapters at Revelation Book. I don’t know whether it was a coincidence but the characteristic of the building was same like what have been written there.

( Revelations 21:9-21)


9 Then one of the seven angels who had the seven bowls filled with the seven last plagues came to me[f] and talked with me, saying, “Come, I will show you the bride, the Lamb’s wife.” And he carried me away in the Spirit to a great and high mountain, and showed me the great city, the holy Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God, 11 having the glory of God. Her light was like a most precious stone, like a jasper stone, clear as crystal. 12 Also she had a great and high wall with twelve gates, and twelve angels at the gates, and names written on them, which are the names of the twelve tribes of the children of Israel: 13 three gates on the east, three gates on the north, three gates on the south, and three gates on the west.
14 Now the wall of the city had twelve foundations, and on them were the names[i] of the twelve apostles of the Lamb. 15 And he who talked with me had a gold reed to measure the city, its gates, and its wall. 16 The city is laid out as a square; its length is as great as its breadth. And he measured the city with the reed: twelve thousand furlongs. Its length, breadth, and height are equal. 17 Then he measured its wall: one hundred and forty-four cubits, according to the measure of a man, that is, of an angel. 18 The construction of its wall was of jasper; and the city was pure gold, like clear glass. 19The foundations of the wall of the city were adorned with all kinds of precious stones: the first foundation was jasper, the second sapphire, the third chalcedony, the fourth emerald, 20 the fifth sardonyx, the sixth sardius, the seventh chrysolite, the eighth beryl, the ninth topaz, the tenth chrysoprase, the eleventh jacinth, and the twelfth amethyst. 21 The twelve gates were twelve pearls: each individual gate was of one pearl. And the street of the city was pure gold, like transparent glass.



What I have seen only the outer part and the journey still quit far away. I don’t know whether this dream mean something to you. At least, if this dream was something we called as “responsibility to me” to share it.

The bottomless pit also was mention at:

Revelation 20:1

Then, I saw an angel coming down from heaven, having the key to the BOTTOMLESS PIT and a great chain in his hand.

Back then through the bible story, there were many people was inform through dream. For example, Jacob (Genesis 28:12-18), Joseph (Genesis 37:5-11) and others

Even it’s written in Book Of Joel, Joel 2:28-32

Anyway, its depend on whether we believe this thing or not. I have done my part, at least I dint become like the rich people in the Lazarus story where he fail to love and remind his brethren before God take his life.

Stress-ing all the way~

Hello

See the entry for this post?

" Stress-ing all the way"

Hahaha

I dunno why suddenly this piece of "Crap" appear in my mind..

Anyway

I have write a lot about stress thingy throughout this Blog

Should I change the Blog title into " The Stress Blog"?

Sigh

should Not Change it okay

This is not as "stress" blog

I have share a lot about what the wonderful God throughout my journey right?

sigh

I have feel few great Miracle or God wonderful grace whenever I face the stress thingy

but

I still fail to cope with it

still thinking everything must be done by me

"Full effort is needed!!!

Its me!

My full effort!

I deserve every success from it!!"

What a Selfish Manner I have..

Have I forgotten that I have someone beside me?

Have I forgot who have help me pass through the previous obstacles in my life?

IS IT EVERYTHING COME ONLY FROM MY EFFORT?

MY Egocentric manner said " Yes You're!!!!"

but 

My Soul said" No, it isn't..Have you forgot about this word?? ~ GOD!!"

Sorry to say

I fail to remind my self

I have God by my side

What I only need to do is

" Do all My best, best effort, let God do the rest"

That is the true concept!

My Piece of Art is there..:D

Hello

Feel so Happy today

eventhough I have a lot of notes( I Guess Bundle of them!!!) to read.

Let deal with it later

Last week only enjoying the holiday,

Who know

3 More week,

It's test again + assessment for Industrial Hygiene test + Assignment+Report for Hygiene Assessment..Boleh Pengsan!

haha

Anyway

Just reading some Church Article just now

Suddenly see the word JYBC 2010

ouh

That sure bring some memory to me

How I miss them so much.

Helping in Church Activity is one of enjoying work for me,

Maybe because:

1.  I born with that kind of background 

2. God Bless will pour down for your If you spend your time to work for Him..:)

( Have encounter it several times I guess)

Included in the article is my piece of low class art a.k.a word

Thanks for the Peninsular Malaysia G.A 

esp the Education affair 

Here it is:

P/S: I Have a Lot of Hope towards them. 

Think Like Champion

Its Deepavali Holiday,

and I stuck at my room

haha

I actually have no plan to go back

Its not worth to go back since the cost is really expensive.. 

Better to spend it here huh? 

so

What Did I do?

Just spending the day reading some books that I buy during the big bad Wolf event

Big Bad Wolf Book Fair?

Dont know what is it?

It actually a book fair where you can buy book at really cheap price,

Its worth it

Here the Seal from that event..^^

Some of the book at there

The lowest price is RM 3.00 - 20.00

But Believe me

Its really cheap

anyway

Because of Budget Concern + Its not easy to bring the book to my hometown ( If I buy many of it) 

So I just Buy only 2 Books

Which is

written by DONALD J TRUMP and ROBERT KIYOSAKI

both of this people is actually a really really Rich People..

I buy that book only to study their mind set,

as well as building my career,

" To have a good financial status  +  Future"..~ You need to build it from now + God Blessing

So This is the book That I bought

Think Like Champion + Why we want you o be Rich

I love the book " Think Like Champion"

Since as a student

You still dont have a clear idea on what you want to do in the future

The idea that might exist in your head is " Furthering your study + specialize yourself in your field"

Anyway

Its totally against on what Donald Trump write here

since 

You cannot only specialize or point your interest only at your field but try to relate it with other field

The best topic I read there is the topic " Think Like Champion"

I like how Donald Trump describe a " Champion " in this book.

He say that

Champions are born and are made.

Its mean it come from our effort,

on How we want to be a champion..,

Somehow

We actually naturally born as a champion,

from Million of the sperm from our Father,

we are the strongest, fittest and the winner to fertilize the ovum.

eh.( Have I go that deep huh).

Anyway..

I totally agree with what Donald Trump said here:

for example like the winner at the Olympic level,

The amazing ability that they have actually come from the amount of training they have endured,

 the sacrifices that they've made,

and the courage they've had to have to get the where they are. 

all of those things are some of the attributes of a champion. 

Champions Think Big

Champions work in a big-time way

Champions are focused.

Champions are disciplined.

Come to think of it, champions think like a champions. 

A champion is someone who gets up when he can't

They want to be the best, they want to win. Not the runner up, but the best.

Even though, not everyone can be the world champion at something,

 but you can strive to the best you can be. That's the first step and daily responsibility.

Move an effort to exert yourself - everyday. 

Don't fail because you never allowed yourself to get started. 

That's it. 

Thanks Donald Trump for this nice book. 

Its a Pain to be serve Like THAT!!!

Its a Painful Feeling

When People serve you like you're not belong to them,

I guess its occur because I post a lot of Religious Thing in my Facebook Wall,

Well,

I deserve that,

No wonder Jesus said this word

“If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you, ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted Me, they will also persecute you. If they kept My word, they will keep yours also. But all these things they will do to you for My name’s sake, because they do not know Him who sent Me. 

( John 15:18-21)

Even though people Hate it,

Its my duty,

This Pain is still not painful compared to the Pain That Jesus Suffer at the Cross..

# Guide Me O Lord!

I know You will give the peace,

even though the world cant understand it.